
Intention means what one plans to do or is aiming for in a particular situation.
Every retreat I have been on the last few years, the leader has asked us what are our retreat intentions and deepest desires for our time with God.
I attended a silent retreat two weeks ago and this time I knew my hunger was for clarity – clearness on my next steps in my ministry and how best to spend my time and calling. I also yearn with time to be with God, focused on the Lord, not my to do list.
And yes, I hold these intentions lightly with open palms. God’s will, not my agenda.
God always surprises me – with so blessings.
I wrote the following in my journal towards the end of the retreat and simply share this today with you:
I asked for clarity; God brought me stillness.
I asked to be filled; God helped me empty.
I asked what should I do; God invited me to be.
I asked How can I love you more; God ask me to open, receive, and know His love.
I asked for more time in the exquisite chapel; God reminded me of the beauty found in my own backyard garden.
I asked for answers; God gifted me with curiosity and questions.
I asked for wisdom; God said, “Trust me.”
I asked for a deeper life; God introduced me to my sadness.
I asked what’s next, God handed me the basin and the towel.
I asked for all the details, God waited for me to simply say yes.
I asked for all; God gave all.
How are you hearing God lately?
What a rich time you must have had on your silent retreat, Jean. I love these answers that God gave you. Thank you for sharing them here. They feel like blessings to me too!
God always surprised me on retreat. God is good!
A truly Spirit-inspired journal entry, Jean! In your requests I saw a heart intent upon following God, serving God, and knowing him (and his will) more completely. In God’s responses, I saw his desire to bless you, unburden you, and bring you “further up and further in.” God did indeed give you all–all anyone could want, who knows and loves God as you do. Thank you for sharing the insights he showed you!
Love your phrase further up and further in. That is perfect. God is always More, more than expected and more than I can ever comprehend!
The Lord loves you very much…
“He gave me beauty for ashes..the oil of joy for mourning..the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness….that He might be glorified”
Ahhhh, thank you Pat!
I was so moved in reading your words here, Jean. We can’t always articulate our true needs and desires, but God knows our hearts and will always bless us with what’s best for us.
Blessings!
God’s gifts are perfect, aren’t they?