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The Powerful Influence of Enough vs Not Enough

August 8, 2017 By Jean Wise

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Am I enough? Why do I continually feel like I am not enough?

Do you struggle with inadequacy, lack of confidence, and feeling like you are always coming up short compared to others?

When I listen to others in spiritual direction, this is a common topic. In our Sunday School small group, I hear others living out of scarcity, not abundance. I know I often see the world with the lens of not-enoughness.  Many of us do.

Not Enough

Not feeling like you are enough appears in many formats:

  • Thinking others are better than you.
  • Striving to prove yourself all the time.
  • Hearing your self-talk  – “Why do I always.” “There you go again…”
  • Difficulty in making the right decision, the best ones for yourself.
  • People pleasing behaviors.
  • Assuming others’ whispering or laughter is about you.
  • Assessing your value in light of the world’s definition of success and achievement or by hardwood floor and granite countertops on Fixer Upper or your singing voice compared to the soloist at church.
  • Not valuing your gifts and calling.
  • What’s wrong with me?
  • Undesirable.
  • Unaccepted.
  • Unworthy.

I know this not-enoughness is my default, ego-sensitive mode set from my childhood. It rises from my brokenness and from others intentional and accidental hurtful words.

And today’s culture doesn’t help much. Models airbrushed to perfection. Facebook ads screaming to earn more money, manage my time better and build the perfect relationship. The world tells us our value is our title, our income, our bigger house and car and the ideal weight.

Life is an uphill battle of not being enough, not having enough, not knowing enough, not being connecting enough. Not-enoughness engulfs us. I wrote about being vulnerable and imperfect in this post from three years ago.

And it is easy to believe you are not good enough if you listen to everybody else.

Mackenzie Astin

Enough

2006 was a pivotal year for me in this internal battle.

All three kids were in transition – moving, marrying, graduation. Yep, empty nest hit all at once.

On top of that I retired from nursing – my life’s work. I left a position with a title, a decent wage, and some name recognition.

Too many years of taking care of everyone else and not myself. I was overweight and out of shape. Physically and spiritually.

And to add to this, I got an AARP membership card in the mail.

I was old. I was fat. I was a nobody.

Overnight, I lost my identity. Who was I without the façade of my labels or when no one needed me anymore?

Who was I?

My ego naked, I felt like a snake losing its skin. All I could see was the old dead casing, empty, dying and definitely, not enough.

Sounds awful, doesn’t it? But it was one of best things to ever happen to me.

I found out I was enough with my true identify as a beloved child of God. With God there is always enough, and more than enough.

I remember one morning whining in my prayers about this bout of inadequacy and crisis of identify.

I prayed. “Honest, Lord I am really trying to be good.”

A loving, gentle whisper engulfed my heart:

“Jeanie, you are already good.”

That was the moment I felt peace. Healing. Whole. Loved. Enough.

As a beloved child of God, I didn’t have to struggle, grapple, and strain towards the unattainable goal of perfection.

I was loved.

I was accepted.

My identity is a beloved child of God. Not my title. Or my work. Or my responsibilities.

My value isn’t found in my HGTV home, the latest gadgets and fashionable clothes, or if my make-up is perfect.

We are more than just okay, we are loved children of God.

I am enough because God is enough.

God is enough.

God is more than enough.

Lord help me believe the truth about myself, not matter how beautiful it is.

Macrina Wiederkehr

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It’s Time to Embrace Enough

Living from a place of being enough is a challenge. I still hear the old voices, notice negative self-talk, and grapple with shouting hard to resist consumerism.

But I am choosing daily to know who God is and choose to live beloved. I remind myself every morning and night – God is enough.

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Every moment is enough too. Just last week Michelle DeRusha shared this wonderful post about How to choose the moment.

And I discovered this wonderful You tube video that may make your cry as you watch woman realizing they are enough. If you are reading this by email you may have to go the blog to see the video. I hope you do watch it. It is powerful.

“Letting go of what you don’t need and who you are not, then when you get little enough and naked enough and poor enough you’ll find that little place where you are and is ironically more than enough and is all you need.”

Richard Rohr

 

Let’s talk about the ongoing challenge of enough vs not enough. How does this speak to you? How can we help others who struggle with this issue?

 

 

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  1. blankLisa notes says

    August 8, 2017 at 1:29 pm

    Yes, I was crying at about 48 seconds into the video. Great find, Jean. I need to hear this and say this to myself far more often: “I am enough because God is enough.”

    I’m still having trouble with your feed in Feedly. 🙁 I unsubscribed and then resubscribed this morning to see if it would fix it, but it didn’t. I get this message: “Feed not found. Wrong feed URL or dead feed.” Maybe I’ll unsubscribe again today then wait a day before I resubscribe. (These are the kind of tricks I use to make things work. ha)

    • blankJean Wise says

      August 8, 2017 at 8:25 pm

      that video really got to me too. I think I’ve watched it three times now. It stays with you too.

      I don’t know why with the feedly, If you learn it is something on my end, please let me know. Thanks

  2. blankMartha Orlando says

    August 8, 2017 at 8:44 am

    Thank you, Jean, for your starkly honest words here. Yes, being enough is something we have all grappled with at some point in our lives. Remembering that we are, first and foremost, God’s beloved child, so helps us to know that we are absolutely enough, just as we are, and frees us to love others more deeply as we realize they are God’s children, too. Blessings!

    • blankJean Wise says

      August 8, 2017 at 9:03 am

      That video really got to me. wow. I wasn’t sure how universal the feeling of not being good enough is for others but I really think it is a struggle for most of us. The emotion rises even more at times of transition and challenges. Keeping our eyes on God, knowing who he is and who we are in him makes the difference for me. We need to help others hold on too. Hope you are having a great week, Martha!

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