Rest is the theme for this year’s focus for the Lutheran synod my church belongs to. They wrote, “Time and time again God calls us into rest through scripture. We read stories of Jesus retreating into the hills, journeys being paused, and creation being celebrated with rest. So what does it mean for God’s people to engage in rest? Throughout 2024 we will explore this question, not just through sleep or vacation time, but through little moments each day that nourish and renew us.” My first reaction? Nope. I don’t have time for this spiritual practice. Nope, I have tried this before and I have learned that rest, practicing Sabbath, isn’t easy for me. Nope, no skill, desire, talent in this area at all! Yet God modeled for us rest. Our Bishop wrote, “There is a sacred rhythm to God’s created order. We know this story well, and we get the point of the creation narrative as it is recorded in the Book of Genesis, chapter 1. We think we know this story … [Read more...]
Why Well?
Why did the word “well” emerge as my word of the year? I shared a few weeks ago my experience of “well” jumping into my heart. I listened to a poet friend from South African share his newest poem. “Let me answer YES to the lightness of being, that I live well and love well, that I listen to my heart’s desires, living life fully human, fully alive.” While all of Stanley’s words spoke deeply to me, I kept circling back to “well.” Well invited me to walk with her this year. To play well. Read well. Rest well. Discern well. Live well. Love well. All will be well. I love the potential in this word and feel an excitement to explore her lessons and meanings. Well implies a mystery, something to discover and full of anticipation of what might be found. This word spoke to me, became alive for me, beckoned me to look deeper. The image of a well intrigues me: water wells, ink wells, stairwells. Tears well up in our eyes and deep longing well from our hearts. Well … [Read more...]
Praising God at Beginnings and Endings
When do you praise God? We read Psalm 148 at church a few weeks ago - a reading full of praising God. These verses invited me to pause and ponder the practice of praising. Psalm 148 stresses praising God in all sorts of circumstances. Praising God for all the wonders and gifts of life and praising God in both the joys and the challenges. Pay attention, stay awake, look, observe – there is so many ways to praise God. I smile at verse 7-8: “Praise the Lord from the earth, you sea monsters and all deeps; fire and hail, snow and fog, tempestuous wind, doing God’s will.” I am sure I haven’t praise God for sea monsters, fire, hail, snow, fog, and tempestuous winds. Ha Winter is my least favorite season. I was whining a few weeks ago about the colder temps and snow predictions when someone reminded me of the quote about Joy: “If you choose not to find joy in the snow, you will have less joy in your life but still the same amount of snow.” So true! In life … [Read more...]
Poetry Refreshes the Soul
Poetry refreshes my soul. I wouldn’t have said that a new years ago but have discovered both reading and writing poems awakes something deep inside of me, stirs my creativity, bonds my love to play with words and actually helps me capture moments of my life I may have missed otherwise. Poems heal. Our Bible is full of poetry. The Spirit is very poetic. On my table next to where I sit with God with morning is a collection of poetry books from Mary Oliver, Macrina Wiederkehr, Maya Angelou, Joyce Rupp, and Padraig O’Tuama. I have long been a fan of Robert Lewis Stevenson and Robert Frost. Every day I get an email from Rosemerry Wahtola Trommer with a new poem. I am in awe of new young poets like Amanda Gorman. Here’s one of my favorites, for an example: Don't Hesitate by Mary Oliver“If you suddenly and unexpectedly feel joy,don’t hesitate. Give in to it. There are plentyof lives and whole towns destroyed or aboutto be. We are not wise, and not very … [Read more...]
Word of the Year – 2024
Word of the Year practice can be a driving force in deepening our self-knowledge, in finding clarity and meaning, and in growing closer to God. I have both enjoyed and been stretched by this spiritual practice for more than 10 years. Here is a graphic I created for all my past (and my new) word of the year: If you look right in the middle, you will see what word emerged to accompany me in 2024: WELL The past few years I seem to learn more from simple words, though last year I complicated my journey with a phrase. The two years before, All and Go, were great companions. WELL jumped into my heart as I listened to a poet friend from South African share his newest poem. “Let me answer YES to the lightness of being, that I live well and love well, that I listen to my heart’s desires, living life fully human, fully alive.” I love Stanley’s inspirational words yet that day the simple, ordinary word – well – echoed deep within me. WELL holds so much … [Read more...]
Examen – Looking Back on a Whole Year
Examen is a reflective practice. The Examen is an ancient practice that can help us see God’s hand at work in our whole experience. It originated with St. Ignatius. Practicing the examen usually looks back onto the current day. For example, I use this practice most often as I drift off to sleep – asking God to help me see today through divine eyes, what am I thankful for and where did I see God’s presence that day. What a wonderful way to fall asleep being with God. Dennis Hamm called this practice “Rummaging for God: Praying backwards through your day.” Isn’t that a wonderful description? Here is an article he wrote about the prayer of examen. But examen can also be used to look back reflectively over any period of time as in a yearly review. Last week I shared with you some thoughtful questions to ask, but since then read this article from Ignatian Spirituality website about examen for the whole year that is well worth your time to read. Here is a summary of its … [Read more...]
End of the Year Questions to Ponder
Questions are a powerful tool for spiritual growth and practices. I love the exploring and wondering that can be done any time of the year, but is especially helpful with a year-end review. Next week I will further explore this year end practice of annual examen. I love this time of year. I slow down. I worship. I breath in the Christmas story. I sit quietly by the lights. I rejoice in the music. I listen and behold. One ritual I do every end of December is to reread my journal and write a summary page of highlights, quotes and learnings from the year that is ending. In early January I take the time to write dreams, hopes and what I feel God is leading me onward into as the new year begins. Capturing these moments in time grounds me, creates spiritual markings along my path, and helps me hear God often in times I am not sure of her presence. In 2015 I shared a post with a list of some of the questions tugging at my heart and opening my heart towards the new … [Read more...]
Advent is Coming
Advent is coming and coming fast. Soon the rush of the Christmas season will be upon us and before we know it we will be saying, “Happy New Year!” Times flies so quickly and does quicker each year. Advent invites us to pause and pray and rest in the Lord. To take a deep breath, savoring the season instead of surviving it. To refocus on the true meaning of Christmas – the coming of Jesus Christ. To light a candle or gaze quietly at the tree, knowing Jesus is the Light of the world. A Prayer for Advent I read this beautiful Advent poem by Walter Brueggemann: In our secret yearningswe wait for your coming,and in our grinding despairwe doubt that you will.And in this privileged placewe are surrounded by witnesses who yearn more than do weand by those who despair more deeply than do we.Look upon your church and its pastorsin this season of hopewhich runs so quickly to fatigueand this season of yearningwhich becomes so easily quarrelsome.Give us the grace and the … [Read more...]